I would love to know what is going on in my life right now and why it all got this messed up. I hate all of this. I hate crying and I feel like that’s all I’ve been doing lately. I would love to be happy again, but I haven’t felt like me in a long time and I’ve really just been in this void. I’m tired of it. I feel like I’m constantly just tired of everything. I hate this. I want to stop crying but I’m just nervous about what is going on and what is to come. I wish I had a clock and could turn back time. I want things to be simple again. I really miss simple.